watching it all unfold
do you ever just stare at your online test- with randomized questions- thinking whether the questions set to you has been determined since the beginning or by the moment you clicked start on the computer. Well, it doesn't seem to matter anymore, the test is right in front of you now. what's now is now.
the future is new and yet it all feels familiar to me. the freshness of danger and reality. you ever think why me oh why me in the midst of adversity, this isn't supposed to happen, your eyes watch in horror as things unfold in front of you.
i'd like to imagine myself standing up in the middle of an undisturbed lecture then leave. you look out the window, maybe a sunlight peers through it, and you think, wow so they were talking. the view is dull as usual but something about it today makes you feel its grandiosity.