not studying is me rebelling
Why is it that people still peer their notes hours or even minutes before an exam? Any more information fed onto my head before an exam is just too much for me.
What's your fucking problem? Let them do what they want to do.
They'd cram their notes, invite me to study maybe they'd test me. I obviously always appreciate it when I find that I'm still lacking in some things. That's when I get angry at myself for being the idiot, reluctantly agreeing to this in the first place.
It's good then. You become more prepared for the exam.
Now all this information is just too much. I don't want to squeeze in more passengers in my head.
I look at them again, peering their notes intensely. I sigh at myself because I know I'd succumb to their invisible pressure. It's FOMO at its best.
Not studying exudes confidence, maybe arrogance, or rebellion, turning you a weird creature. What is a student if he or she does not study? But at this point, you'll probably realize, is this even studying? Proper, actual studying I mean.
I deject from everything, taking a breather, hoping I won't have to deal any more with cramming the passengers in my head. But maybe I have to otherwise who will take responsibility for my exam results?