back from break
After a long break, I'm finally back. First thing I did (big mistake) was looking back on all the posts I've written (cringe) but dang is it fun reading them back, recalling the inner demons I was fighting against inside myself. Safe to say I really needed the break. A break where thinking stops, stop thinking what it thinks it needs to think, spiraling stops. It's great.
escape room
We were inside a nightmare. A classroom that kept flickering and flickering, somebody has to get out to stop it, we were fighting, for ourselves, and there was no way anyone would ever step out to stop it. In a state of rush, I volunteered myself. Why had I volunteered myself? An act of self-sacrifice or selfishness wanting it all to stop fast? There was no rationality in a delirious state. How will I do in a real test of character? Is there a Job 2.0? Is it even possible?
where were you?
Initially I hung out with group A. We met up quite often (at least to my own standards) outside school territory in the past but it fell short fast. Unexpectedly what ended up well was hanging out with group B. With them it was the opposite of group A. But with them, I never feel like I have to 'hang' with them. I think this is 'regression to mean' but before that happens, we have to contest our luck first.
independence day
If we do the math, Reformation period has only gone for 27 years. So far. At 80 years old, a grandmother only has time left to wait for her child.
tennis
Wait for the ball to bounce and strike or don't follow the rules at all.