catalog of my own thoughts, opinions, self destruction π
everything in one list
posts
- a circle
- RG 2025 Final
- tryhard
- back from break
- the truck driver
- unbearable lightness is the answer
- do whatever i want
- dang
- burning
- pontius pilate
- no longer me
- occasionally i think of you
- being average
- seperti memanggil saya
- acceptance
- a 'couple'
- alive
- insensitivity / nobody takes me seriously
- what should i write....
- awkward chem
- that one joke of a short film
- damn do I suck
- her awakening
- sleeping early
- night walk
- all my wallpapers are black
- cracked mug
- alcaraz and the new gen
- candy circle
- thinking of fractals
- 'the other name'
- lamps red lights night sky
- not drinking coffee again
- losing & badminton
- kemacetan (telah/akan) merusak tempat wisata
- im not a doctor
- the boy and the heron
- air mata
- 24 mar 2025
- visiting an orphanage
- oh that's so sad
- never underestimate the power of kindness
- keliling gili trawangan
- rsj: rumah sakit jiwa
- end the conversation
- living in a bubble
- memories in megabytes
- aromantic period
- boy to manhood
- too many emails??
- sleep paralysis
- watching it all unfold
- handshake to a better future
- not studying is me rebelling pt.2
- not studying is me rebelling
- deleting TikTok
- showing up blank
- i miss grandma
- what it is it is and stays it is
- how to make a desolate train station
- perverse
- spirited away 2am new year's eve
- to be or not to be personal
- new year,Β new workflow
- why i don't make videos anymore
- kafka on the shore review
- i hate myself
- return to motherland
- losing to peers using ChatGPT
- youtube addiction is real
- pain in the foot
- hey, how is your exam prep going?
- FEAR.
- last minute decision
- unable to think coherently
- fine, i'm digital note-taking
- stages of math
- catching up with a friend
- my inability to wake up in the morning is killing me
- 'are you even listening?'
- not my day
- how to fuck up a student newsletter club
- 'what's going on in your head?'
- screw AI
- time blindness
- 2 am thoughts on my ci
- yes i deleted my previous blog (again)